Rae's Journal

Study...
Study sucks ass. I'm in it right now. Bunches of ghetto posers with nothing better to talk about then drugs and booze. My buddy jil is next to me tho. kinda just sitting there minding her own business. Ok, well i have nothing to talk about now becuz school is not important. Check ya later. Rae

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: classroom chaos

Wow...it's defintely been a while since i've written in this crappy thing. Yeah...i hae an account Michelle, but i nevr write cuz it was fucked b4. Apparently i can write in my journal but i cant read it or anyone elses.
go to WWW.MINICLIP.COM it rules!!!

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Bauhaus

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I am FINALLY getting out of my dumb ass math class. It has taken so fuckin long.

Ashley...I'm still bullshit about what James, Paul, Mike, and Billy did to you today. You know damn well I would have punched them in their heads. They had NO RIGHT IN THE WORLD to do and say what they did. BLAH TO THEM AND EVERYONE ELSE LIKE THEM.

Work sucked tonight. (I didn't break anything Ash.) It was a slow night. I should have brought homework to do. OH...and TEHN, I forgot my plug for my lip...so I had to CRAM my ring back through. That hurt like a mofo and a half. It still does. Hopefully my mom will take me to get more piercings. That'll be awesome. But then again, my mom isn't cool. :( Oh well. I'm gonna go now. Later.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Girl, Interrupted sdtk

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Hahaha Ashley. You have an old guy stalking you. Thats the funniest thing ever....and you're such a bad influence.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Saturday Night by Misfits

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Well today was slow and boring. Got up, went to school, went to work, and then went to a field hockey game. So much to do and so little time. Sometimes I swear there should be more hours in a day. Work was good I guess. We had three people on so it went fast. But some fuck lady randonly told us to go clean up a HUGE mess...so that made me a half hour late for the game. So I was bullshit. But at least we won 2-1. My friend is the bestest player on the team. You rock Danielle and keep up the good work. I'm hungry. I have a chem project due next week on the Hoover Dam. That should be boring. And I think I'm getting out of my math class so that'll be grand also. I'm soooooo tiiiirred. I think I hear my bed chanting my name so I think I shall go now. I'll write again tomorrow maybe.

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Bleed American by Jimmy Eat World

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I'm getting really pissed off. I KNOW that we just had the biggest tragedy happen to us...but I can't stand hearing about it anymore. Everywhere I turn, look, or listen someone is ALWAYS talking about it. Don't get me wrong, I do feel incredibly saddened by all of these sudden events...but I DO have other stuff on my plate right now and I can't handle this being added to it. I need to focus on other things and I can't with all of these emotions constantly flowing.

On a lighter note, I added to my cd collection today. I got the new Adema cd. Sweet shit. I hung out with a friend I haven't seen in a while too. Ironic though cause for a while we talked about "the thing". I have double chem tomorrow...how much does that suck. Figures it has to happen on Friday. And I'm supposed to work on Saturday, but I think I'm gonna call in. I'm too mentally exhausted for work right now. THEN, I"m supposed to go to Locobazooka on Sunday...such a busy weekend. Oh wait, I might not be able to go to the concert cuz I won't be home by SEVEN THIRTY. My fucking mom gave me the worst curfew. I wish she would just die sometimes.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: The Way You Like It by Adema

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If we all die...it's gonna be Bush's fault. Something is BOUND to happen now because he had to go on T.V. and declar war on a country. Who's to say a whole country was involved? I mean, yeah, there is definitely a chance a country was...but it seems to be more of an isolated thing between a few people. And yeah, this is definitely a bad fucking situation...but to declare war on people you're uncertain of is definitely fucked up. So much for thinking of the well being of his fucking country.
This is why hate people.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Aerials by System

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I got some great t-shirts today. One has gumby on it..and the other is Ninja Turtles. YAY. I can't wait to wear one to school tomorrow...it will definitely be the highlight out my already "pre-assumed" shitty bad day. I am a fuckin psychic man. And a damn good one at that.

I still need to cover books. I'm so NOT ahead of the game. I'm gonna fail so bad this year! That really sucks but its really funny. I could just drop out and get my G.E.D. Apparently...it's not that hard to get. Which was a direct quote from a friend who..if she had her way...would sit around and smoke all day. So I'm definitely leaning towards the "its really easy" side.
My friend Chris gave me some fircrackers. I really wanna light them off but NO ONE WILL COME OVER TO HAVE FUN WITH ME *cough ashley cough*
Just kidding! :) Well...I'm gonna go now...but I will write tomorrow and inform you all ONCE AGAIN..of my shitty ass day. Good bye.

Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Wonderwall by Oasis

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I gave my friend some little plastic army soldiers the other day. I bet she thinks I'm a total fuck. I told her I was gonna crazy glue them to her locker. It was funny. Then I got a mental of myself filling her locker up with them so when she opened her locker they'd all fly out at her. It'd be funny shiznay. I had to work today. That sucked...but I got my check. Yay. Then I went to my friends soccer game cause it was her 1st one...and our team won 4-2. It was great. My friend like practically body-slammed this chick from the other team and she didn't get called for it. It was excellent.

I have homework this weekend. I'm pissed. And I have to review for latin cause I don't remember shit from last year. My chem teacher shouldn't be allowed to teach...he really sucks at it. And I gotta cover my books. There is no point to a book cover. If you use paper..the book will still get wet if you spill something on it. Besides...they only stay on for about a month before they finally fall off when you pull them out of your locker. Bleh.

Current Mood: groggy
Current Music: Flowing by 311

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SCHOOL FUCKING BLOWS. This year is going to be so fucking bad. My chem teacher is a fat stupid version of Ben Stein...annoying voice and all. My english teacher is a nazi from hell. My math teacher can barely speak english. PLUS, I failed the math part on the MCAS so I'm taking an extra help class against my will. My lunch sucks. It's so over crowded and none of my friends are in it. None of my friends are in any of my classes except for latin. I already want to kill the school and its only the second day. This is not going to be the happiest year.

To make it worse, I have to work on saturday, and THEN go to a soccer game. I don't even know if I wanna go. Ashley...did you ask yet? I put neon pink streaks in my hair. I must say that they are very much bright. I bet I'll end up getting fired rom my job. That would rule. I'd be the happiest person in the world.

My friend Krystle called me the other day. Apparently she now has a mohawk. A green one infact. She says she lives with a bunch of nazi's so I don't know just how long she'll be with them. One of the guy's she lives with is named Chopped Up Charles cause I guess he got beamed in the head by an axe. I thought it was funny.
But I'm gonna go now. I'm bored and I don't want to write anymore.

Current Mood: distressed

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Well folks...tonight is probably the last "normal" entry for this journal. I can pretty much guarantee that for the next one hundred and eighty days, these pages will be filled with bitching and moaning about the idiotic people I must be forced to be near. :( Bleh to that.

Ashley...*whines* when can I borrow your cd? I'll kiss your feet if it can be anytime soon!!! LOL. I don't think I'd actualy do that but hey...I bet I could get that desperate. I'm listening to the Good Charolette cd. I've never listened to it before. It's pretty damn good. :)
Someone asked me if sophomore year was gonna suck. They asked ME of all people. What the hell did you think I was gonna say you tard?!! Oh yeah...piece a fucking cake, it's so damn cool. HAHAHA no. Well, I'm gonna go now...and yell and scream because we have school tomorrow.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Good Charolette

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I started reading this book today. It's called A Gathering Of Old Men. It is THE dumbest book I've ever read in my entire LONG sixteen fucking years of being on this shitty ass planet. Hanging out with OLD people could be at LEAST 10 times better.

My mother's B/F is a complete jackass. We were talking tonight and he said something about horses and I replied with "I hate horses" and then he goes "You can't hate a horse. You're full of too much hate. Want me to get you a .45 so you can end it all now?" and I was like yeah so I can fucking shoot you in the head. But I didn't really say that to him. I should have though. GRR that really destroyed my night.

Well I'm gonna go now and try real hard not to break shit.

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Stiches by Orgy

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Ashley you whore.

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Hey you by Pink Floyd

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I SOOOO just electricuted myself! I was gonna plus in my amp and i plugged my finger into the wall on complete accident and I got a big fuckin shock. It was fuckin scary shit.

I FINALLY got my guitar today. It's sweet shit. Plays nice. Looks awesome. I love it. I was so happy I almost threw the phone. I played it nice and loud when my mom left.

I am totally screwing my brother out of money. I'm selling him burned cds (which are semi-good bands) for 5 bucks each. The poor shmuck is gonna be broke by the time I'm done with him. Bwa ha ha. He's all siked he has money, but not anymore!
My finger really hurts. I don't recommend plugging it into a wall. Not fun.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: In Bloom by Nirvana

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Ashley...we need to hang out again. it WAS fun sitting around doing nothing. I can cook noodles again.

I like noodles. Not the guitarist but the food you eat. Noodles the guitarist is fugly.

"If this movie were a person, I'd kick it in the nuts and say YOU SUCK!"

Adema is a GREAT band. I want their cd wicked bad. Nickleback, System of a down, Puddle of Mudd, and Butthole Surfers ALL have great new music I really wanna get. Well I'm gonna go now and beat the living shit out of my brother. He really bites.

Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Tier by Rammstein

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The other day at my work, an old lady wanted a drink I guess and she picked up one of the center pieces (which was full of sand) and she almost drank it. But an aid stopped her. I have never laughed so fucking hard in my life. Which is mean, but oh well, I was having a bad day. I went to the mall tonight. I got a new pair of pants and Candlebox's self titled cd. It's really good. And my pants look like they're made of duct tape. they're friggen sweet.

I hope my guitar gets here soon. I'm getting anxious. Live journal has been really fucking stupid lately and it's pissing me off. I can't read other journals! Grarg.

A grasshopper walks into a bar and the bartender says "Hey! We have a drink named after you!" and the grasshopper, looking surprised says, "You have a drink named steve?"

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Far Behind by Candlebox

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Martha Stewart is a fucking alcoholic! She likes to drink Jack Daniels! That's amusing. I had some great icecream today. Ben and Jerry's Monkey Wrench. That's some good shit right there. And right now I'm drinking this weird Arizona Iced Tea shit, it tastes really weird.

Cody, you only have one chance to live, and you're blowing it. Miko Hughs is so cute. He played the little boy in Pet Sematary, and he plays in Mercury Rising.

Evil spelled backwards is live. Always remember that.

If anyone wants to read a completely STUPID story...go here.

http://angelfire.com/super/messedupliterature/stories/thebusyworldofducksgalore.html

Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: Clumsy by OLP

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Today was really slow. Hung out at a friends house. Now I'm home listening to music, bored out of my mind with nothing to talk about. I got a bleaching kit for my hair today, dont know when I'm gonna use it though. And I don't know if I'll put anymore streaks in it. Who knows.

School is starting in a few more days. That's really gonna suck. As of right now, I have no classes with any friends. I'll probably get stuck with all of the people that make my life a living hell. Gr. Argh.

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: The Violent Femmes' Color Me Once

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Mmmmm...milk is good.

Work sucked today. I burned myself twice, a shit load of people were late, and the boss lady was there, so we were all trying not to fuck shit up. They served some weird ass soup today. It smelled like hotdogs and it looked funny.

My brother ended up having a fracture in the shoulder that he landed on while he plunged to the pavement off his bike. The kid is a flamer. It should be illegal for him to use anything with wheels.

I was listening to the radio today on the way home from work, and this advertisment came on. A lady compared "being fat" to "having an extra tire". I was very lost and confused. She uses very fucked up imagery. Oh well.

Ashley, you made me want to listen to Manson wicked bad, so II did last night as I was falling asleep. I had forgotten how great that cd was. :)

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Mechanical Animals by Manson

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Hi Chris! I know you're reading this right now so I decided to say hello.

It's so nice out right now. I wish I had a car because then i'd drive all around doing ass nothing. I'd probably end up at Denny's or something. I need to go there with a bunch of friends one night and just chill for hours and hang out with everyone. That's my goal in life. (Just kidding.)

I saw the move Jawbreaker on t.v. today. It was a good movie...it had a great soundtrack. Rose Mcgowan was pretty fucking hott. And Marilyn was pretty fucking ugly. Haha. He's a LOT hotter WITH make-up.

"I made you, and I'm god...that's all you need to know."

Bleh...well i just totally ran out of shit to talk about. So I guess I'm gonna go now. Byes.

Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: Numb by Disturbed

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